humans 101 :the devil of little things.

 Isn't it a great idea that you meet people and they leave a great impact on how you function.. irrespective of how the effect is negative or positive to the state of perception.

Hello hello ..after a long time of stagnance and sloth thinking i am back with another human 101 where we (i) will be discussing (obtruding) an (self introduced) idea of how humans are a paradoxical creation and yet not so surprisingly successful.

Starting off very sweet,

Last few months have been pretty reflecting on me for the sake of saying i have experienced a lot at once ,so much so that i may even have forgotten to process but at the same time ,it feels absolutely perfect as it is,the memorise scattered at different corners of my life but still each at an arms distance.

Is it not hilarious how we want the perfect time to do the perfect thing by saying the perfect words to the perfect person still at the end of it all one is left with a sack  of regret and nothing more on the cart than to look from afar with glistening eyes,thinking what kept me back or who…....

 Primarily "who" is a subjective pronoun but it also indirectly refers to the people we collide in our breathing life. To give this an even more interesting meaning let’s go back to the part where humans were introduced in a time of clear skies,green highs and truthful eyes,in the words of the present…the past,which is now long gone and maybe left forgotten.i think people are the beauty-poison of everyone's life,until the poison starts to suffocate the dreams and hopes of life we still keep on carrying the imposed beauty of that toxicity that unfortunately  only we can see.The thought of living in the bittersweet excruciating pain just because it strings you to someone you find cardinal in your life is almost as ill-initiated as it is to support them with or without knowing where they have been and what goes on in their head. To love someone is not in your choice but to what extent you allow them to lie to you,to hurt you in unimaginable ways,to push you off the cliff of ultimate breaking,to replace people in your life by deception,to make your choices for you without your accord,to break faith,to underestimate,to curtail the means of your life from you..lies completely with your will..no matter what the heart wants you must choose what is peaceful because over anything in life what everyone is finding on their death bed is peace not what their heart desired the most because one day it will stop beating and all that you have been fighting for all your life will be put to silence once and for all,so it doesn’t matter what made you feel special or who made you believe what they said..what matters is how you viewed the pain behind the smiling eyes the silence behind the chattering lips,the sleepless nights behind one art ,the struggle to breath in front of a crowd of people, to hear and believe what they did not say and what made them feel off the credit.

People,all that they can see is subjective to what they want to see so that they never have to face a difference on the basis of their deeds.

It is my personal faith fhat you as someone who was created to discover the sweet symphony of life and to fill in vibrant colours in someone's life , shan't ever completely take all the hue from their soul,and not be a pair of eyes they could spill their heart to…because if you cannot have something be what you needed and didn't get.

This is it for this hour..as a lot is left incomplete hence so will be my words for this fine evening but i will be back someday in this lifetime with words that will hopefully be even a tad closer to touching your heart..for which i will have to solve the entangled episode  my life holds

.For  now,i am not setting back anytime soon as..

 the game is afoot!

Sayonara,until then.